You do everything with that person, you can text them all day long and not get tired of seeing their name pop up on your screen every minute, you can talk to them on the phone all night and not want to go to bed, because there's so much about them you don't want to miss. You get eager and excited when you know you're about to be with them, because being with them is the only thing you look forward to doing. All of a sudden you find yourself all caught up in them, and nothing and nobody else matters to you expect for that person. You tell all your family and friends about how amazing your guys relationship is. You find yourself thinking about that person and that person only all day. You always wonder about what they're doing, and who they're talking to. Everything about that person drives you insane. You find yourself loving that person for all that they are and you're just so attached to them you never want to let go. Every little fight you guys get into doesn't even matter, because you're so caught up into each other it won't even matter.
Then, when you're with each other long enough, it seems like you get tired of doing the same thing. Your conversations start to become dull, the texts come slower and shorter, and the calls become longer but nothing is being said. When you're with each other, you're barely into that person anymore. You're just doing you're own thing, not even worrying about that person is up to. When your friends and family ask about you guys, you start to smile and cut them off because you don't feel like lying and explaining to them how hard your relationship with that person is, so you smile and walk off but, in your head it's like 'I wish we were that'. You start to see that person less, and start thinking more about why you should see that person anymore anyway. Everything starts to get to you, all the small fights and arguments start to add up and they start to count. You start to cry more, and laugh less. Soon enough, everything goes down hill, and it's hard to think straight knowing you don't truly feel the same anymore. Then, you start to lie to yourself and say it will get better when in reality you know it's not. Then all you do is put up with it, and hope that tomorrow maybe things will be the same again when it will never be close to being the same again.
Isn't that funny how things can change so suddenly? And that person you once loved, you don't really love anymore? I hate change, especially when people change. You just got to find the one person who won't let you get away and want the same things you do.
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