I speak my mind

A lot of the times, I don't hold back when it comes to making sure someone knows how I feel whether it's a bad thing or a good thing, I do it before it's too late or to the point where I'll regret not telling them when I had the chance. I'm not the type of person to sit back and let things be, I make it clear to others what I want, and what I expect. They way they make me feel and how I feel about them just because, I'll never know what their response might be if I don't take the chance to get things off my chest first.
But, tonight I'm not going to speak my mind, at least not to you. So here's something to sum my thoughts up for you especially:

 I'm passed that. I'm over that. I been there done that too many times, to do it again. What do I look, breaking my back, bending over backwards trying to tell you how I feel. You should already know. I mean hey, I guess though. I guess it's tough to act reckless, you know where you not giving a damn about what might or might not hurt my feelings, or you know just don't care that's fine too though, I understand. But don't you know, I dealt with that shit from the start, I know your ways better than you know it. I mean I can sum you up in a preface, get you all choked up and leave you breathless after I spit some thoughts, having you speechless. I mean still, what's the point of all that, when reality is, I could just say peace to you, and wait until you realize what you had, you don't have no more. You're in line to kiss my ass because realistically speaking, I'm done chasing your ass.